I lay on my bed. I think of you – the way you smile and made me laugh. Nobody treats me so gently like you. You are so calm and warm me. You made me happy without doing anything. I still fall in love with you every single day.
I can’t re-read our conversation since I lost my phone. I can’t read your emails. I deleted it all but in my head, I remember each word. You’re a special gift from God to me. I know I won’t get any replace just like you. You’re so pure.
Somebody made me sad and the only person I want to talk to is you. I cried the whole night thinking about you. I miss you a lot and all I can do is hope that you miss me too. What would life I will go through for the years ahead without you in my life? It’s lifeless.
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If I see a future, I see it in
your smile,
Tomorrow if I get lost in the
darkness,
promise me you will light up
my path again.
Promise me you will
not let this smile get away
from you eyes.
- Akif Kichloo
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I feel so lonely.
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