I believe in
miracle. Once, doctor said I just have two months to survive. While some of my
friends were counting to their wedding date, I’m counting to my final day. I do
prayer to ask HIM to give me long live. He answers me. Alhamdulillah.
Clock ticking,
times run so fast. My lovely lady still struggle to complete her degree. Yes,
degree. She still young and pamper. Two years from now, she will be a doctor.
Well, she likes what she did right now. She has her own aim to achieve.
I’m proud of
you. I know you struggle hard – physically and emotionally.
To have somebody
like me who need to struggle from brain tumor isn’t easy to face up. Sometimes,
I can’t go through this ache and I said “I can’t, I couldn’t make it”. She
won’t let me giving up just like that. She has strong heart, more than me.
Went out around
7.15AM and come back around 6.00PM, and then revise for two hours, we just have
two hours to have chitchat and gossiping. 12.30AM she already hug me in the bed
and sleep. Now, 12.00AM her eyes will gave me a signal – need to rest, means sleep.
I’m not
complaining at all. I knew she exhausted and need to rest. After all, she still
gives her time every day with me. Asked me whether I’m taking my pills or not,
how’s dialysis or the psychiatry slot. She concern about me.
Very supportive
and understanding, she is.
I love you, I
do.
xoxo