“Hai Min”
“Hi hero. You rindu I eh?”
“Buat apa tu?”
“Apa hal bunyi bising. You dekat mana?”
“Atas bot. Pakai satelit. Biasa la”
“I thought you at offshore”
“Tak la. Hujung bulan depan baru pergi sana”
“Are you okay handsome?”
“Okey kot”
“Time will heal everything. Sabarlah”
“Farid al-Atrash sihat ke?”
“Entah. Mana I tahu”
“Kata boyfriend”
“You yang cakap bukan I”
“Jangan jual mahal. Nanti dia blah baru tau”
“You okey ke tak ni? Batuk you macam teruk je”
“Cuba tukar you tu jadi awak. Baru mendaulatkan bahasa Malaysia”
“E geli okey”
“Hahaha. Teruk betul city girl ni”
“You suka tukar tajuk. Sakit you datang ke?”
“Entah”
“You skip your medical check again?”
“Ha’ah”
“Life moves on. You lost her, but you get your life back. Be thankful”
“Hmm...”
“Cakaplah”
“Never mind”
“You cured. Not all people get that chance. You’re the chosen one”
“Membebel je kan”
“The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places”
“Siapa cakap tu?”
“Itu pun you nak tanya ke?”
“Saja la nak tau”
“Ernest Hemingway”
“Sejak bila baca Ernest Hemingway ni?”
“Gotta go”
“Ala takkan nak blah dah”
“I nak siap”
“Pergi mana?”
“Date la sayang”
“Hee dengan mamat mana?”
“Nanti I story”
“Okey”
“Red or black?”
“Apa?”
“Dress”
“Black”
“Bye love”
“Jangan pakai seksi-seksi sangat Min”
“You jealous ea”
“Tak ada maknanya”
December 13, 2015
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Are you still alive, Min? If yes, where were you? You never go anywhere without telling me. You never leave me this way, even when I have someone else, even when I broke your heart. Where were you, Min?"
(Undated notes)