Reciting Surah Ar-Rahman and Surah Ad-Dhuha makes me feel calm and relieved. After performing an 11-rakah Tahajjud prayer, I start crying uncontrollably to the point where I get a headache. Feeling really down, I decide to fly back home without much thought. I quickly pack my bags and head to the airport.
It's okay if you don't feel the same way as I do. I understand that I don't mean anything to you, and I've never had the thought of wanting you back. Never. I have a good life and I'm content with that. If you remember me, it's not my fault. I want to forget about you completely. I really do.
Why should I remember someone who never remembers me?
Manila
13 Oct 2023