Awak...
A 5 year old came yesterday di klinik saya buat locum...datang dengan nenek dia...nenek nya kata kencing kotor...bila saya mintak sample air kencing, budak tu dah nangis-nangis, takut sangat nak kencing...bila tanya betul2...neneknya pun mula menangis juga, beritahu saya si budak tu mengadu masa pegi main mandi swimming pool di apartment ayahnya (parents divorced), ada laki tak kenal datang main dengan dia, daaann guna jari/tangan usik kemaluan dia...saya minta nak cek budak tu...nangis lagi dia bila saya tersentuh sikit...memaaang adaaa kesan guris...neneknya nangisss lagi...tersentuh hati saya, mata saya pun bergenang...saya risaukan budak ni...sebab saya terkenangkan lagi sorang pesakit lain, she is an adult now, she had similar experience when she was 9-10years old, she was touch by a "abang"...and she remembered the pain it caused her, but no one talked to her about it..akibatnya? Dia dah kahwin, 2 anak, tapi dia tak pernah rasa "seronok" disentuh husband...bila "bersama" buat dia rasa takut dan sakit, dia selalu elak utk bersama...bersama 1 kali je dalam 2-3 bulan...dia kesian kt suami, tapi dia tak dapat kawal perasaan takut dan rasa sakit tu...soooo....i m reaaallly reaally worried about this small girl...i dont want her to suffer like this other patient...
(Kredit gambar: Pemilik asal)