1.
Yahoo! No more
text books, no more notes, no more exams. I’m sure you are happy because exams
have ends even today’s paper is more tough than expected. It is okay Honey.
Don’t bother with that. Most importantly, you are free now, at least for two
days before going to India.
Nothing much I
could write here. Today just like yesterday. Everything seems to be fine. Huda
has discharged from ward and Umar got fever last night. Umar didn’t sleep well
last night because he misses his sister. I bought ice cream but Umar didn’t eat
either Huda.
2.
I met an old man
at dialysis centre. He was about 70’s something and he was alone. Nobody
accompany him there. We had chit chat and exchange stories. He told me none of
his kids wants to take care of him. They seem busy with works and daily life.
He stays alone at his old house and nobody pay a visit at least once in a
month. I could see his sad eyes and I nearly to cry.
He took bus from
his house because he couldn't drive. I was imagining how hard it is for him to
walk to the bus station and walk again to be here. Years before he stayed with
his eldest son but not longer after that his son send him to old folk home.
Yeah…You know
what it means.
He said his son
is more than affordable to take care of him but still he refuse to. This old
man needs a friend to talk to. I lend my ears for him for four hours. I know
how sad he is. Fathers who work so hard for his children and had been throw by
his own blood. Who didn't feel heartbreaking?
3.
I never expect
to be like this. I mean to have brain cancer and use wheel chair to move. Like
everyone else, I expected my life will be okay until my last breath. Life is
unexpected. Today we are fine but tomorrow nobody knows. Maybe tomorrow is your
last day on this earth. We pray and we hope everything would be fine as it is.
My whole life
has changes a lot. Every single thing seems tough for me. I must adapt all
those things. I must learn how to cope with that. We are on learning process
every day. We learn how to make people love us, we learn how to make our life
better than previous years, we learn how to be a better person from day to day,
we learn how to cope with new thing happened around us, we do adapt new changes
in daily life and so on.
Life is not easy
as we think and yet not so hard. Every person has their own challenges.
Everybody have their own accountable to carry. We have our own life. My life is
not similar like you not because I am special. I believe each person of us is
special. The thing is, we must think we are creating to be special. That’s the
new way how I see my life.
Cherish your
life today. Maybe tomorrow never comes. Who knows?