Memories never fade so with this uncomfortable feeling when my feet step into the hospital. The white coat, stethoscopes, atmosphere makes me feel dizzy. At this point, I knew that I wouldn’t recover from the past. It still bleeds and hurt.
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“Hara minta maaf”
“Bukan salah Hara”
“Hara janji Hara tak ajak abang pergi hospital”
“Kalau Hara tak bawa abang datang sini abang pun tak tahu abang belum okey”
“Sorry sayang”
“Tak ada apalah. Bawa abang balik. Sejuk”
“Abang marahkan Hara ye”
“Taklah”
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“Dengar pantun abang”
“Silakan”
“Banyak ikan di Paya Kumbuh,
Orang mengail umpan belalang,
Laksana luka baru sembuh,
Parutnya di mana akan hilang”
“Berangan besar di dalam padi,
Rumpun buluh dibuat pagar,
Jangan syak di dalam hati,
Maklum pantun saya belajar”
“Zaman dahulu bertikar pucuk,
Zaman ini bertikar mengkuang,
Zaman dahulu kita dipujuk,
Zaman sekarang kita dibuang”
“Sampai musim pulanglah dia ke sisi abang”
“Somehow yes. A part of me was always waiting for her to come back home but would you go back to someone who once betrayed you?*”
*Lucas W
23.10.2018
23.10.2018