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1:37 a.m. — Port Dickson

I'm still in Port Dickson. I came to my holiday home for the weekend to relax. On Saturday, we went sailing and fishing. Thoughts of you kept coming back, trying to spoil my mood. I ignored them. I refused to entertain them. Before I closed my book for the night, I randomly scrolled through a webpage and came across something — "A sincere compliment can stay in a man's mind for years." I couldn't remember any sincere compliments you ever gave me. As far as I can recall, you never really complimented me during all the years we were together. Instead, the only sincere compliments that came to mind were the ones you wrote about him in our blog. This morning, I almost cried. My eyes filled with tears when I remembered your soft voice—a voice I never heard when we were together. I know I didn't deserve it, and it hurt. I don't hate you. My heart just hurts. I can feel it in my chest. I want to move on from these memories because they're slowly killing me inside. Anyway, happy 9th wedding anniversary to you and your husband. I remember you telling me that this date was chosen by your in-laws. May Allah bless your marriage with sakinah, mawaddah, and rahmah. I know he is the king of your heart. This date has been haunting me since last month. I hate that, but I don't know how to stop it. 

I never expected, in my whole life, to read such things, but fate somehow made a path for me to find them. It made me realize just how special he is in your heart.

It is so heartbreaking to read those things.

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