You know the saddest part about us is that every single time I tried explaining how I was feeling or what I was overthinking about, you just thought I was starting an argument. All I want is for you to understand how I was feeling.
I wanted to be the only one, but I didn't deserve that. No matter how painful it is, that's the fact I must face for my whole life. I cheer myself up in my own way, even if I wear tears as my smile.