Venture into a new business

I arrived home from the office at around 4:30 PM and reached my house within 10 minutes. After a brief 15-minute relaxation period, I began my warm-up routine. I completed 33 push-ups, 33 pull-ups, 15 squats, 100 skips, and 100 jumping jacks. Following that, I put on my boxing gloves and started punching and kicking the punch bag. This is my way of relieving stress.

After an hour of intense workout, I cleaned myself up and prepared for prayer and breaking my fast. At 8:30 PM, I went out for dinner with colleagues from the business and technology industries. It's an exciting day to be presented with an opportunity to generate new ideas, challenge my thinking, and venture into a new business field. I have been invited to join them in running an airplane business, despite lacking knowledge or experience in this particular industry.

9-10-2023, Singapore

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah, I am grateful for the good health that Allah has blessed me with. I am thankful for every provision and sustenance that Allah has provided me. I am grateful for the gift of a righteous and pious wife that Allah has bestowed upon me. I am thankful for the children that Allah has blessed me with. I am grateful for the experience of a broken heart, as I trust that Allah has a perfect plan for me. Alhamdulillah, over the past three days, I have noticed that my memories of her have faded.

I want to stop praying for her. I don't want to do any acts of saqadah wakaf, or qurban for her anymore. The love I once had for her is gone. I don't think she deserves to be remembered or receive any good deeds. It hurts me a lot to feel like a beggar in her eyes. It has broken my heart, and this pain is even worse than what I've experienced before.

Masjid Al-Dahab, Manila

12102023, 5.01 am

You must heal yourself

Let it go

What's done is done.

What's gone is gone.