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In Your Eyes

She warned me that life changes

And that no one really knows

Whether time would make us strangers

Or whether time would make us grow

Even though the winds of time will change

In a world where nothing stays the same

Through it all

Our love will still remain

In Your Eyes

George Benson

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Alhamdulillah, terima projek baru setelah dua projek terdahulu terbatal walaupun hampir menandatangani perjanjian strategik dua hala. Sejak kebelakangan ini, saya tak begitu khuatir soal rezeki. Saya memujuk hati dan berpegang teguh dengan kata-kata Imam al-Shafi'i, 

“My heart is at ease knowing that what was meant for me will never miss me, and that what misses me was never meant for me.”

4.07 am

I didn’t regret, but money is not just a number. 

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Indeed to Allah we belong and unto Him is our return. O Allah, reward me for my affliction and compensate me with something better. (Sahih Muslim)

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“Abang tak nak tidur?”

“Nak. Dah sakit badan”

“Makanlah sikit. Dari pagi abang tak makan”

“Tak ada selera”

“Hara minta maaf abang. Hara tak tahu nak cakap apa”

“Tak apa”

“Tapi Hara ada baca satu hadis. Abang nak dengar?”

“Apa”

“When you suffer a loss, if you are patient with that loss then Allah will replace that loss with something even better for you”

“Sigh”

“Hara tahu abang kuat”

“Abang taklah kisah sangat sebenarnya tapi duit kan. Kisah jugaklah”

“Hara yang pelik kalau abang tak kisah. Sepuluh sen pun abang berkira”

“Yelah. Abang suka duit. Dekat mana entah salah abang”

“Bukan salah abang. Tuhan dah tulis rezeki abang ada di tempat lain”

“Hmmm…asyik kena uji je”

“Know that Allah is testing you because He loves you”