"My head's a mess. I can’t focus. I can’t even sit down to do anything"
"Monster again?"
"Abang nak pergi kerja lain, boleh? Abang janji jaga diri"
"You’re already at war with yourself… and you wanna go there?"
"What else can I do…"
"You sure?"
"Yeah"
"If I said no, would you still go?"
"Tak"
"Maybe you just need me right now?"
"Abang stres"
"Come home. I’ll be waiting"
"Okey"
Panggilan telefon
22/5
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"Abang kan kuat. Stay strong. Gloss over aje. Kita simen Kajang nak tak?"
"Hahahaha"
"Eleh tak sampai hati la tu. Menyampah. Sayang sangat ex"
"Tak cakap apa pun"
"Elele acam kita tak tahu"
"Nak simen dekat mana? Dinding?"
"Tanah"
"Larat ke pegang cangkul? Cangkul berat. Kang keras tapak tangan"
"Watpe cangkul. Backhoe ada"
"Amboi. Dah maju"
"Hidup kena ada wawasang"
"Habis la Haraaz muka Haji Adi"
"Tak nak ehhh"
Rumah
23/5
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"Abang"
"Hmm?"
"Sayang"
"Ada apa sayang?"
"Sayang kita tak?"
"Sayang"
"Kenapa sayang kita?"
"Ara curi hati abang"
"Abang curi hati kita"
"Eh?"
"Salah abang"
"Habis kena minta maaf?"
"Ha'a"
"………"
"………"
"Mmmm…jahat"
"Manis, kan?"
"Entah tak tahu"
"Senyum tu"
"Jangan usik kita"
"Hehehehe"
Rumah
23/5
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"Ara……hmm abang tak okey…"
"Kenapa abang?"
"Monster…abang penat. Sampai bila nak macam ni…"
"Jangan fikir"
"Tak fikir. Tak nak fikir pun. Tak tahu nak lari mana…"
"Abang berbuka apa?"
"Air kosong. Tak ada selera"
"Dah berapa hari abang tak makan?"
"4"
"Don’t give up, please"
"Abang penat… penat sangat lawan benda bodoh ni"
"Calm down, sayang. Take a deep breath. Abang kan kuat. Jangan biar monster tu control abang"
"Hmm…"
Panggilan telefon
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