It's 3:00 am and I can't sleep. Today is the 13th day I haven't slept. My back hurts, my waist feels pain, and I have a headache. I am too tired. I want to sleep, I try to sleep, but I can't. My mind keeps thinking non-stop even when I go to bed. I feel like I am awake but asleep, or asleep but awake. Do you know what I mean?
And... I feel lonely... I miss her.
I didn't pray tonight. I didn't recite the Quran. I didn't work. I just stare at the ceiling.