Please don't ignore me again. You've ignored me many times before, but I didn't beg for your attention. When you finished work, I told you to rest, even though I waited all day just to talk to you. I always try to understand instead of asking for what I want. When I feel ignored, I keep my distance. This time, if you want to leave, please give me some space to get your attention. I didn't get it before. I waited patiently when you were angry with me, when you ignored me, and when you acted as if I didn't exist. Now, I just want a little bit. A small amount to feel what it's like to be loved by you. I wasn't fortunate enough to feel it like he does (yeah, I'm jealous). Just a little love is all I need before one of us (maybe) says goodbye...
Sometimes I pity myself for waiting for your attention and understanding. I don't want to beg for your love, so I remain silent. Isn't silence good when we are in pain?
Bandar Seri Begawan, Brunei
15-03-2024, 1.30 am