"But am I really the most important person in your life sweerheart? Do I deserve that title? Fact cant change, I betrayed us...I let us down..."
You have always been the most important person in my life, even after all this time.
"Let me be the pathetic one this time, begging for your attention, crying for your love...holding on to the thinnest chance...whatever hope there is left.."
I can't bear to see you lower yourself to such depths. I have always held you in high regard, and I continue to do so.