Today, I decided to get professional help, so I'm currently waiting at a psychiatric hospital to see a psychiatrist. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for Ara. She wants to make sure I'm mentally ready to pursue whatever I want to do. Unfortunately, Costa Rica lacks proper facilities to handle mental health patients, so I decided to walk back home. The place made me feel uncomfortable, and I don't have confidence in the institution's ability to provide adequate treatment. I believe Malaysia would be a better option in comparison.