I was about to send you an email and it has nothing to do with Valentine’s Day. I don’t know why, but something always reminds me of you. Maybe it's because I love running into you. Babe, I just want you to know that you’re a lovely girl that I just can’t let go of. I try, but I always fail.
Can you just give me back my heart so that I can give it to another girl? Well, you have the key. Just kidding. I miss my little girl who is smart, brave, and outspoken. I miss you.
I'm just curious, do you ever miss me? I have an intuition that you always think about me, at least before you close your beautiful eyes. So tell me, how often do you think about me in a day? No lies, baby. Tell me the truth, do you still cry when you miss me? Because I do.
If you try to find someone like me but a better version, you won’t find them. If you fall in love again, I’m sure that person will be totally different from me, and I can assure you that you will miss me for your entire life. You said I'm your first and last love.
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Ah alangkah sukarnya
mencari bintang
yang setanding
dengan mata dan bibirmu
dengan hidung dan pipimu
tetapi alangkah nikmatnya
mengingat wajahmu
yang membayang
di setiap kerdipan bintang
di angkasa malam yang lapang
di kelambu langit dewangga
di cakerawala yang penuh rahsia
alangkah sukarnya mencari bintang
alangkah nikmatnya wajahmu terbayang
Berlantaikan Bumi Bertikarkan Pasir
Firdaus Abdullah
Pulau Aur
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