It’s just a feeling that comes
every time I think about you. It’s just a feeling, nothing more. I would not
let my heart break again by you. I would not let my mind feel the same pain.
I think I deserve someone who suits me. You’re my past and you will always be in my
heart, forever. I’m not missing you. I just miss how happy when I was with you.
I miss our late night conversations; I miss how close we were to each other.
Even that I miss you very much
I won’t stop to move forward. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be loved by
someone who cherishes me. I do not deserve to be betrayed. I am a hard person
to love but when I love, I love really hard.
You’re not happy with me.
There is no reality. There is nothing. I’m tired with this love so I set it
free. Fourteen years have been just enough. I have lost myself. I have lost my
dignity as a man.
My heart says you’re the one.
My mind says it’s enough. I choose to follow my mind. You’re someone who really
special to me. To let you go is something very hard to do, but I need to. I’m a
man who needs someone who respect and never betray me.
In short, when I miss you,
it’s doesn’t mean I want you back; I just miss us. Missing is just a part of
moving on.
Man who betray you once would betray you twice – Ken Follet