I lie on my bed and think of you—the way you smile and make me laugh. Nobody treats me as gently as you do. You are so calm and warm, and you make me happy without doing anything. I still fall in love with you every single day.
I can’t re-read our conversations since I lost my phone. I can’t read your emails; I deleted them all, but in my head, I remember each word. You’re a special gift from God to me. I know I won’t find anyone else like you. You’re so pure.
Someone made me sad, and the only person I want to talk to is you. I cried the whole night thinking about you. I miss you a lot, and all I can do is hope that you miss me too. What kind of life will I go through in the years ahead without you? It’s lifeless.
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If I see a future, I see it in
your smile,
Tomorrow if I get lost in the
darkness,
promise me you will light up
my path again.
Promise me you will
not let this smile get away
from you eyes.
- Akif Kichloo
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I feel so lonely.
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