I still do it; I mean, I still delete the writing I don't like. Just a few days ago, I deleted one entry from our blog. I think it's too much. The second one, I believe, lacks importance and is just trash. It is both my habit and my weakness. I consistently think that I'm not good enough at writing, so I tend to delete what I write and don't like. I don't think twice before deleting.
I do get mad easily, and I also feel triggered easily. You know, I have a soft heart. Sometimes, I feel bad, but that's just who I am, and I can't change it. I have tried, but I have failed. It's okay now; you don't have to deal with my weaknesses too much. I can't count how many times I've punched the wall, broken bricks, or punched the mirror whenever I feel hurt or triggered.