You may go if you want, even though I don't want you to go. But if you hesitate, I can't force you to stay. You know what you want. Being with you is the best feeling I can have. I don't know why I feel ecstatic when you are around me. Maybe it's because you are you.
Come back if you miss me, just to say one or two words to alleviate your longing. It is hard to keep everything inside your heart. I know how difficult it is. I am suffering too, just like you.
Please don't remove me from our blog just yet. Let me stay there for a moment. Let me be hurt as I read all your posts. Let me go inside your heart and dwell within it. Love can be painful. Let me endure the pain caused by you because it's all worth it.
There will never be another you, even after a thousand years. There is nothing like you. I have never felt anything like what I felt for you. You were the very best part of me that I can't have. Losing you feels like losing myself. You are my storm, my rainbow, my sunshine, my moon, my ups and downs. How wonderful it feels when you are around me with your comforting words, laughter and smile.
If this is the last time we spoke, know that you are the reason I became healthy. I am who I am today because of you. I dedicate my life to you. You were once my blessing, and you will always be.
Take care, my love. I will wait for you here to say hello again because I know this is not our final farewell. There is no goodbye, is there? I will wait a day, a week, a month, a year, even a hundred years to hear from you.
I will miss you, as always.