Ah, Allah. Is this what I wanted, isn't it? And You granted it in the blink of an eye... hmm.
Am I happy that she said goodbye for the second time?
No, Ya Rabb...
Do I miss her like I used to before?
I miss her even more than before. She is a lovely girl who always shakes my heart. She waters my heart with love, and more love, and even more love. You are the one who connects both of us.
Do I want her in my life?
Yes, Ya Rabb... with every fiber of my being.
Do You make me sad?
Yes, Ya Rabb... she's gone like the wind... again... my heart cries inside.
Am I mad at You?
No, Ya Rabb, because You made her come back.
Do I have any requests?
Yes, Ya Rabb. I want her so badly. Can I have her in my arms? Can I live with her? Can we not be separated anymore? Please, don't separate us...
I am torn between two crossroads. Which path should I follow?