My heart was deeply wounded for ten years because of "Saya pilih A," but it was instantly healed when you said, "Sayang abang sangat-sangat..." I replay it in my mind repeatedly. It seems like you have replaced my pain with a better state.
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"...sayang saya utk awak tak pernah kurang, cuma saya sayangkan dia lebih..."
It hurts even more now than it did back then. I was made just to be hurt by her, not to be loved. I can't stop crying, but that's the sad truth I need to accept. I was nothing back then, and I am nothing now.
Brunei - Singapore
March 15, 2024 / 3.13 pm