Lately, I’ve lost interest in almost everything I used to enjoy, like writing, playing Go, and horseback riding. This has been going on for about two months. Nothing seems to make me feel alive or motivated—not even intimacy, which hasn’t happened in nearly two months.
These days, the only things I manage to do are run 5 kilometers daily and read books. The one thing I truly want is to go sailing, but it’s winter, and I can’t take my toddlers with me. The strong winds, high waves, rain, and unpredictable storms make it too risky.
I feel completely disconnected from the world.