I never question You, but this time I want to know: why did You make her return to me after all these years when I had learned to live a life without her? She doesn’t exist in my life, and it was already hard, but now it has become even harder. Why would You make her return when it is impossible for her to be my spouse? I had given up on my dreams when she chose to leave. I had pure intentions when I let her build a life with another man. It hurts. It cuts me deep. If that isn’t enough, what else will You test me with? I’m tired of all this.
(May 31, 2024)