"Krabi holds a bitter-sweet memory for me. The memory of "I gave myself to this man" is THE bitter-sweet memory".
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There are no bittersweet memories. You made your choice consciously. You chose to marry him. No one else made that decision for you. You gave him conditions, and he fulfilled your conditions perfectly. I read in our blog that you wrote, 'Semoga ada jodoh kami…'. Why do you seem to regret your decision?