It's not out of pity or because you begged me not to leave that I am replying or texting you. We have both been hurt in different ways. We each have our own regrets and wishes to turn back time, but we can't turn back time.
If I try to distance myself from you, I know I can't. Having you around brings me joy and so much pleasure. I feel that better days will come; tomorrow will bring something to me, even if it is uncertain. Uncertainty defines life.
You always have me, sayang. Do not cry and overthink. Every part of me loves every piece of you. You are everything I need, everything I desire, everything I want in this life. You're everything I've been looking for.
I may not be the best for you. I know you love him more, and that's fine with me. I have come to accept that fact. Just let me love you until the end of my life because loving you makes me happy and completes my world.
May 12, 2024