"I’m sorry...Saya pilih A...”Jun 24, 2014"...sayang saya utk awak tak pernah kurang, cuma saya sayangkan dia lebih..."Dis 11, 2023
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I accept that if she is not meant for me, that is okay. If her love for another man surpasses her love for me, I understand. Naturally, she should love him more as he is her husband. My love for her will remain unchanged; it doesn't diminish just because she harbors deeper feelings for someone else. Her affections are her prerogative, and there are reasons for her choices. Dwelling on these thoughts or writing about them for days will not change my reality; it only brings me sorrow and jealousy. Nevertheless, I do not want to be overwhelmed by these emotions; I strive for happiness. I pray to You, my Lord, to soothe my heart and remove these negative sentiments, as they only hinder my well-being and deplete my energy.
What has transpired is in the past; it's an old tale.
Muscat, Oman
20-03-2024, 9:55 pm