When she's around, I can sleep peacefully, as if nothing will haunt or harm me. When I wake up, I know she's still there, going nowhere. Suddenly, I feel that life is so beautiful, and the world is amazing to live in. When she leaves, I feel sad and uneasy; everything is in a dark phase, like waiting for a season to change from winter to spring. It feels heavy to leave her; it feels empty when she's not around. What would life be like if one day she left this world? Just thinking about that makes me teary. A sad world becomes the best moment when she's around - it's just as simple as that. It's okay to see her with another man; I can bear the pain. But losing her forever? Can I die with her so I won't feel such unexplainable feelings?