Friday, January 12, 2024

I'm still here for you

Hi babe,

How are you doing? Have you had something to eat? I hope you're in good spirits. Do you find yourself thinking of me? If you're feeling down, remember that I'm still here for you, as always. You're free to come and go as you please, but know that I will always be here for you. I've always believed in your goodness, which is why I've let you become a part of my life whenever you've needed me. I know you have no ill intentions to disrupt my marriage. Neither of us wants to cause harm to our respective marriages. We simply wish to love each other in silence.

I understand your desire to be close to me, just like the times when we were together. I know you don't want to intrude in my marriage, but it's hard for you to distance yourself from me. It's challenging being apart, isn't it? I feel it too. You simply want to converse with me, share your stories, and utter those three words you once loved to say, just like the old times. You yearn to be with me even when you can't - to feel close to me every single day. Even on the days we don't communicate, you know I'm there for you.

People may not comprehend the trials we've been through. The difficulty of this situation is immense. We didn't ask for this, but it's harder when we don't have each other. We never anticipated our love would be tested to this extent. I never expected this, and I believe you feel the same. We're happier when we're together. We find ourselves smiling without any particular reason. Whenever you're having a gloomy day and you miss me, remember that your source of sunshine is still here for you. Don't let yourself be consumed by sadness, don't suppress your feelings. Let them out, for I'm here for you.

Have a wonderful day.