I have survived cancer, and I know I will survive this pain too. I have had to struggle to survive since I was born. I had no parents to raise me, love me, and cherish me, yet I have survived. The people around me have left me; Am, Kak Iman, Karl, and Ummi. I haven't received any news from Boboy for the past five years. I hope he is still alive.
When you left, I thought my world had ended, but I survived. I faced many difficulties and challenges; my business went down, and my health was at its lowest point. I thought it was the end for me, but once again, I rose up. You came and said sorry, but nothing can change. I don't need your apology. The damage has already been done.
Thank you for reaching out to me, and now I know that you miss me. That's all I wanted to know, even if it doesn't matter anymore. You can't heal me. I have a lot of battles going on in my head. I guess I have become accustomed to grief and suffering. Losing you is a big loss, but the true loss is when you lose my love for you.
On board
Nov 1, 2023