I haven't discussed the specific incident that prompted my immediate return home. Ara has been trying to encourage me to talk about it, but I have chosen to remain silent. I believe the best course of action for me now is to forgive, forget, and move on. I have decided to stop exerting so much energy trying to analyze what happened, as it does not provide me with any benefits. My mind is now calm, free from racing thoughts, and I am prepared to resume my work.
I still have occasional recollections of her, although they are less frequent than before. However, I have actively chosen to divert my attention by focusing on other activities. Eventually, I believe my mind will be liberated from the burden of remembering her.
Los Angeles International Airport, California
18-10-2023